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Friday, December 17, 2004

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Thursday, December 09, 2004

Currently Playing
Cowboys From Hell
By Pantera
see related
- cemetary gates
 
 "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott, who was fatally shot during a performance, was a frenetic, ear-shattering guitarist whose riffs for Pantera and more recently Damageplan were a staple of heavy metal music. He was 38.

Abbott was shot to death as he took the stage Wednesday with Damageplan and began to play the first song of the concert at the Alrosa Villa nightclub in Columbus, Ohio.

Three other people also were fatally shot before a police officer shot to death the gunman.

The deaths shook the heavy metal music industry as colleagues reeled from the news and fans flooded Web sites to share their grief.

"This is insane and this is beyond travesty," Killswitch Engage frontman and former Damageplan tour partner Howard Jones told MTV. "This is beyond anything I've ever heard. This shouldn't happen in or outside of the rock and metal community. He will be missed and mourned as a person, as a musician, and as a friend."

Rob Blasko Nicholson, the former Ozzy Osbourne bassist, told the music channel Abbott was a legend.

"I'm speechless," he said. "This is totally unreal."

"When you think of '90s heavy metal or hard rock, Pantera is one of these seminal bands. They are quoted today as influences by many bands," said Tom Calderone, MTV's executive vice president. "Hard rock has lost a legendary guitar player."

Abbott and his brother, former Pantera drummer Vinnie Paul, produced Damageplan's debut album, "New Found Power," which was released in February. Other band members are vocalist Patrick Lachman and bassist Bob Zilla.

"Damageplan carries on the tradition Pantera started, the ... hell-raising tradition we were all about," Vinnie Paul Abbott told The Dallas Morning News in October. "We do play some Pantera songs. Me and Dime wrote them, and we feel like we have the right to play them. But the focus is on Damageplan."

Born on Aug. 20, 1966, in Dallas, Darrell Abbott and his brother were introduced to music by their father, country songwriter Jerry Abbott, who owned a recording studio. Although Abbott grew up around country music, he often said he gravitated toward rock music and was influenced by the likes of Tony Iommi, Ace Frehley, Eddie Van Halen (news) and the late Randy Rhodes.

The Abbott brothers and bassist Rex Rocker formed Pantera in 1983. Then Abbott went by the name "Diamond Darrell." Abbott later began to use "Dimebag" and was often referred to as "Dime" by fans and friends.

Pantera's early music leaned more toward hard rock. Joined in 1987 by singer Phil Anselmo, the band began to develop a heavier sound. After releasing a few independent albums, Pantera signed with Atlantic Records in 1990. It was also the period when Abbott came into his own as a guitar player, developing his heavy, frenetic sound that can first be heard on the 1990 album "Cowboys from Hell" and on the 1992 standout "Vulgar Display of Power." It was followed up by 1994's "Far Beyond Driven."

Pantera's manager Kim Zide-Davis, who worked with Abbott 1994 to 2003, was overwhelmed by the news of his death. She told the AP she often told the guitarist he was "a living cartoon character."

"He would do things that you wouldn't believe a real person was capable of," she said.

She said there was a sweet and caring side of Abbott that many people never saw.

"Everything you saw from him was real. That was who he was," she said. "He lived and unfortunately died by his guitar. What you saw on stage was his enjoyment."

 

Abbott and his brother left Pantera in 2003 and formed Damageplan. In recent years, he also made recording appearances on Nickleback's "The Long Road" and with one of his influences, KISS' Ace Frehley.

Dozens of messages were posted to the Dallas band's Web site after the shootings.

"This is the worst day in metal history," one posting read.

"The metal world feels your pain," another wrote

im glad nathan gail is dead! i hope you fucking burn in hell!! *sighs* he killed a legend! basically the best guitarist ever!

R.I.P. "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott.

-funky

p.s.- fuck xanga. goodbye.

EDIT: p.s.s.- leave comments if ya want. but mainly if so...do it for dimebag...

CEMETARY GATES by: pantera (this is for dimebag)

Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy?
Crucified for no sins
An image beneath me
Whats within our plans for life
It all seems so unreal
I'm a man couldnt have feel this world
Left in my misery...
The reverend he turned to me
Without a tear in his eyes
It's nothing new for him to see
I didn't ask him why
I will remember
The love our souls had
Sworn to make
Now I watch the falling rain
All my mind can see
Now is your (face)
Well I guess
You took my youth
And gave it all away
Like the birth of a
New-found joy
This love would end in rage
And when she died
I couldn't cry
The pride within my soul
You left me incomplete
Memories now unfold.
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the
Cemetery gates
Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder aloud
If you're watching over me
Some place far abound
I must reverse my life
I can't live in the past
Then set my soul free
Belong to me at last
Through all those
Complex years
I thought I was alone
I didn't care to look around
And make this world my own
And when she died
I should've cried and spared myself some pain...
Left me incomplete
All alone as the memories still remain
The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the cemetery gates

im gonna go and cry...


Tuesday, December 07, 2004

There is this face in the still water
I can't remember ever wearing
Like fingerprints on your heart
Reading out the last lines of code
To the untrained eye a secret
I bled away the last of you
Sought trust in shapes of combined results
that trickles from a less than solid case
Fought off attacks of resurfaced lust
Burn the gracing grounds
What will give in first
the body or the lash
Monochromatic stains
Who will cave in first
the leader or the fake
Monochromatic stains
This pile of ashes of a soul
informant pokes abound
These sickly little fingers
Get away from me
Tread not the path of least restraint
each piece of evidence a lie, a lie
The body, the face all items in place
I don't remember a thing
A sacrifice made to the loss of mind
Folly a man's demise
Track now the stains that allow my fall
sickening, the sight of it all
Never shall I claim my innocence
I just was not there

-dark tranquility "monochromatic stains"


Monday, December 06, 2004

Currently Playing
Felons and Revolutionaires [Bonus Track]
By Dope
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*bangs head on wall*

*sighs* bored

*continuing to bang head on the wall*

 


Monday, November 29, 2004

Currently Playing
Aenima
By Tool
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prison is a true gay man's world....dont ask...

to forbid my sayings would drive me insane sometimes. life seems to get more twisted and bound up in pyshcosis. teenage life can be harsh. each day, i hear more and more teenagers swimming through hell. i dunno... i find the world a big bombshell, a world full of pure hatred. hypocrisy seems to own our asses, same with karma. life gets tougher each day because of the desicions we make. i bow my head down to find the answers in life and beg myself to plead guilty for certain actions i have done. i try to make people smile and stuff, but it seems like i cant/dont. i get a weird vibe from alot of people when i try and make them happy (SOME people, not all). i dont understand life at all. ive picked a road that suits my interest; "tickles my fantasy". ive picked the belief of science and the human mind helps everything throughout your life. i believe their is something out there, but i dont believe on mother fucking individual wants us to praise him for making the earth or whatever within 7 days. i like to kick the guy in the dick sometimes. i believe that the world sucks lol like... the human mind has so many ineffable ideas and visions that no one dares to speak. common sense helps bring the life together. peace and harmony should be brought onto earth, no ludicrous bullshit everyone loves to annoy you with. people should simply understand that if you have something, then its yours. if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, dont try and steal them away because you are asking for an ass whooping. so many people i wish i can kill because they have no common sense. yes, i am a hypocrit because i sometimes have none, but hell, its nature! we're all not perfect. my belief is through the human mind and the knowledge it brings. everyone has a religion. hell, when you think about it, science is a religion, too. put some thought into it and it can be classified into a religion. everyone has there own personal opinion on things and thats good...but sometimes we believe our opinions so much it seems to become a natural fact and we tr to brainwash people with our pathetic opinions that no one is gonna care what you think. everyone makes fun of people so they can make themselves feel better bout themselves. no...im not talking about saying a funny thing to your friend and its over within a matter of seconds... im talking about those insignificant dipshits that try to make fun of you and try to steal your sanity and embarass you in front of the school. ugh... i dont do that shit. i like pulling a prank on a friend, but most of the time, they know im just picking at them. but like... you see those assholes on tv when they pick on the unpopular guy or whatever... then later on, he/she seeks revenge. the revenge is the truth behind the flesh of the person, due to nature. mankind. life has alot of twists, turns, bullshit, lies, fakes, hypocrits, etc...but hell, if you wanna succeed in life, live with it. if someone tries to shove something you dont like at you, tell them to fuck off or fight. im not a fighting guy...but i know im a hypocrit cuz ive been in fights. its not great...but whatever... i just wish life can be peaceful and have its hellish days once in a while...but not every fucking day, ya know? i know i know...get over it, erik! you're a dumbass! you're contradicting yourself. hell...ALL OF YALL DO IT! fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, and oh ya, especially a big fuck you to you!! i try and evade certain punishments that would be put upon me on a fucking silver platter. whatever... the answers we all seek is inaccessible for us to know/gain. we all should learn from our mistakes...of course...thats how the human mind works alot of the time...is through failure...everyone has been through hell. i know i didnt have a really bad childhood...but it was a bumpy road compare to alot of other people. no divorce...no child abuse...it was because of my health (somewhat) and my dumbass desicions in my life. sometimes, for all the damage i have caused people, i wish i could just apologize to the people i have hurt emotionally.... but hell... alot of people dont really apologize to me. they think it should slip away like yesterdays bile...hell, certain things still affect me emotionally, ya know? we take everything in life for granted. its all apart of greed. greed doesnt have to be about money...it can be about people, getting away from idiotic things, etc. like all wars were all about greed. you know why the puritans/prilgrims/etc. came to america? fuck the religious persecution bullshit. it was about the money they can make, but britain put to much tax onto them at the time. but we have became the new great britain when you think about it. we tell the world what to do and we dont even own there country. we push them around like useless ragdolls that we think that cant even do a god damn thing. hell...we the world pratically hates us because we try to push them around. why do you think wars start (some)? we just need a president that needs to leave the other countries alone. we have our own oil! fuck the others. if we run out, then ya, we can deal with their parsimony. we may push the other countries around, but we have to be the laziest country in the face of the planet. we bitch about like...[example]... the pizza doesnt taste right and they want their money back. hell, in africa, if you gave them pizza...they wouldnt care if it was delicious...as long as they had food in there stomach, they're pleased. we bitch about so many little things and invented the most useless bullshit because we are lazy to do certain things. hell third world countries bust a god damn nut just to try and put food on there table!! america has so many oppurtunities and other countries dont. we are just greedy son of a bitch nation. i hate america because of so many reasons, except to live the american dream and not dealing with the harsh bullshit that other countries have to put up with. the american government cares only for money...i fucking swear...plus the people are like that too, but the government alone is 100x worse than we are. i think they really dont give a fuck about us. as long as they get there money, they are fine. they dont care about us....we're stupid compared to them. i swear, before the day i die, anarchy will burst up into a big wall of flames and burn down the government and restart a new civilization...but guess what....IT'LL REPEAT IT SELF ALL OVER AGAIN! life is very repeatitive when it comes to so many things. compare great britain and america....alot of similarities.

this is what you get for thinking so god damn much!

thanks for reading my nonsense bullshit that makes no sense to yall because im dumb.

-erik



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